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Mirror image

When I was nine years old, I stared into the mirror on my parents’ cupboard – the one I had adorned with stickers of fruits – and committed that moment to memory. It was an experiment.

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Skies and seas

The sea stretches as far as the horizon. There are small fishing boats lined across the shore in front of Casa Meena – the blue and white Portuguese style villa whose first-floor balcony gives me the perfect spot to stalk the night sea. I think the sea pretends. Subtle and demure throughout the day, maybe even playful; and yet at around 3 A.M when I look at her, she is twisted in turmoil. With every wave, she tries to break free, to be truly unrestricted but the currents keep her fierce and unsettled.

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Conscience

As the divinity fall

Despite all this, in the not so distant future, someone might paint us blue, for all we know, for the strength and hope in every unelected warrior, every soul that became more than a shoulder to cry on, maybe even the lords of crisis praised. But even then it is not ours to forget, the time when they were so caught up spinning webs over the water that they barely noticed the fireflies fall and drown. Of cour

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Wail of the verses

While novels transport you to a reality no one owns, poetry wrenches one’s soul for a brief minute, passing on all that is and was, eerily like a deathbed confession and flows away. When I leave that room, I am no longer the person who walked in. My soul has been touched, and the world can never be its innocent self again.

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Who are our mothers?

I cannot but wonder what would have happened if all the intellect and art, lost over centuries behind closed doors under the pretense of belonging to the wrong gender, were put to use before their owners forgot they ever possessed it. Some wars might have been avoided, some new ones even created. We might have cured diseases from which people die even today. There might have been masterpieces created in the hands of ordinary women, without terming the few who had the impudence to pursue something beyond the duties assigned to the protected occupation of womanhood as outcasts.

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The commonplace masterpiece

I’m neither a master nor do I believe that there can be nothing better than the best. So do know when you summon me by pouring in the moonlight through the window, that I might gift you the best I have, but then a monsoon shower might let me create something more beautiful, a while later.

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Grey-hounds, as you roll in…

She danced a magical dance, and her feet hardly touched the ground. Mesmerized, I watch as lighting comes with a tone of surprise. He brings the tension along with him and 1,2,3… I start to count with my palm firm on the wooden armrest. Then comes in the special guest, behold the mighty thunder they say. All my windows clatter in fear as thunder roars, and the lights go off. I sit in the faint candlelight and wish to get back the heartbeat thunder stole from me.

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Swifts and sunsets

There is a strange comfort in being kilometers away from the place you call home and yet feeling like you belong there, in the moment. Isn’t life all about finding the right places to be belonged to at each moment? Isn’t every ounce of human brilliance, every invention, every novella, born only because it was created right there and then, where it was born?

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An optimist’s nightmare

I look out the window, and surprisingly I don’t see COVID or its mercenaries, nor do I hear the gossips and village grapevine. They have all fallen into the abyss. Very much like the latter, which I have adorned under the pretense of cute characteristics of simple people trying to make their everyday lives interesting, the former has also fallen through the rabbit hole, not even surprising me by guest appearances in dreams.

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